Ive already had the best week. On tuesday I saw you alot but you didnt see me. :(
but yesterday.. was great. so i saw you like my normal times and it was kinda like we both did the ackward stare.. and i felt so stupid for not smiling at you. but yeah then at lunch you were walking by and smiled and waved!!! ahh i waved but i felt like an idiot cause i was chewing. but me and haley bursted out laughing and she said i didnt get red when i saw you! thats a start! :)
anyways that put me in a good mood.
so today, was ackward in a good kind of way.
i was talking lauren bilbro in the hall this morning and i thought that i miss you and i didnt.. you hadnt even walked down d and a connector yet and i was talking to her right past c and i saw you coming and when you got closer you just looked at me dead in the eyes and then i was like whatever dont say anything... then you pushed lauren a little and was like dont talk to this girl. hahaha it was so great. and you kinda like smiled a teeny bit to let me know you were kidding. anyways.... after 4th omg ackward. on the e wing connecter thingy i was late coming out of my class so i saw you on there and you were with earl and you just stared me dead in the eyes. ahhhh so many missed signals.. what does it mean???!?!?! but yeah i want to message you on fb one day but im scared.. haley is encourgeing me tho.. i mean i have already turned a guy i liked recently for you.. i just feel like im wasting my time but not.. cause i like love you but i mean idk if nothing gonna happen.. so maybe i gotta make the move. like maybe you are waiting for me. pshh yeah thats a 99.9999999 percent chance..yeah yeah
well lataaa

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Im writing the tales of my highschool years.